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Hrm'... about me? Well as you probably already know I am Alicia. Look at me captain obvious right? I am a smart ass., I'm very open and I say whatever the hell I want to whenever I damn well please. I can't spell worth shit but that you must know that as well. I'm a writer i write novels about vampires (exotica), and I write poems about lost loves and about how depressed I am. I do not have a boyfriend... if you saw my picture i'm sure you can see why. I do not have a self-esteem any longer. With all the years of turture and pain, both physical and emotional, I went through it has slowly withered away to nothing. I no longer live I just kind of exist. I fail at everything I attempt.... love, writing, drwwing, everything. Not that you care right? You are probably not even reading this and if you are how do I know if you're even payng attention? Heh' I guess I don't right? Right. Well lets see if I can get you're attention SEX!!! You're looking now huh'? Well thats because sex is what our lives are based on, that and the perfect human figure. But if you really look I mean take the time and look at the world around you or PAY ATTENTION to it, most people who have "perfect" bodys have the worst attitudes in the fucking world. Ugh' enough of my complaining if you want to know anything else ask I didn't say I would answer but you can ask it is a free country right *laughs maniacally* free yeah... heh'...

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